A Hungry Baby, A Wrong Number, And The Knock That Changed Everything-heyily

The formula can was empty.

Marlene Foster knew it before she shook it, but she shook it anyway.

Once.

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Twice.

The little plastic scoop scraped against the bottom with a dry sound that made her stomach tighten.

Behind her shoulder, Juniper made a small, tired noise.

Not a scream.

Not even a real cry anymore.

Just a thin little whimper from an eight-month-old baby who had already spent too much of the night waiting.

Marlene set the can on the narrow kitchen counter of her Bronx studio apartment and pressed her lips together until they hurt.

The ceiling light buzzed and flickered above the sink.

It had been doing that for three days.

Every time it blinked, the whole room looked like it was giving up for half a second.

A new bulb was only a few dollars, but a few dollars had started to feel like a wall.

Outside, New Year’s Eve fireworks cracked somewhere between the buildings.

People shouted from the sidewalk below.

A car horn answered.

The city was counting down to a fresh start while Marlene stood in socks with holes at the heels, holding a hungry baby and an empty can.

“I know, baby,” she whispered, shifting Juniper higher on her hip.

Juniper’s cheek was warm and damp against her collarbone.

“Mom’s figuring it out.”

She hated the sentence as soon as she said it.

Her mother had said things like that when bills came in pink envelopes.

Her own voice sounded too much like hope pretending to be a plan.

Marlene opened her wallet.

Three dollars and twenty-seven cents.

She counted it anyway.

A crumpled one.

Another one folded into a square.

Four quarters.

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