She Brought One Gift To Her Ex Best Friend’s Baby Shower-heyily

The invitation arrived on a Thursday afternoon, tucked between a grocery store flyer and a bill Naomi had been avoiding for three days.

It was cream-colored, thick, and sprayed with the kind of perfume Camille used to wear when she wanted a room to remember her.

Naomi stood in the kitchen with the mail in one hand and a lukewarm paper coffee cup in the other while rain scratched softly against the window over the sink.

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For a second, she thought it had to be a mistake.

Then she saw the handwriting.

Camille’s handwriting had always been pretty in a way that made even ordinary things look rehearsed.

She had written Naomi’s name in the same loops she used to write on birthday cards, apology notes, and the guest list for Naomi’s own wedding.

Naomi opened it with her thumb.

Pink confetti slipped onto the counter.

Come celebrate our little miracle.

The words sat in gold letters across the front of the invitation like they were innocent.

Underneath, Camille had added one line in pink ink.

Sorry you couldn’t give him a son. 🙂

Naomi did not move.

The refrigerator hummed behind her.

The rain kept tapping the glass.

Somewhere down the block, a car rolled through a puddle and hissed past her driveway.

Naomi read the line again, slower this time, as if cruelty might become less real if she gave it more attention.

It did not.

For six years, Daniel Mercer had made her believe the failure was inside her body.

Six years of doctors’ appointments.

Six years of bloodwork.

Six years of pills lined up beside the bathroom sink and tiny bruises on her stomach from injections she tried to hide under loose sweaters.

Six years of waiting rooms where women held ultrasound pictures and Naomi held forms.

Daniel always stood beside her in those offices with his arms crossed.

Not holding her hand.

Not touching her shoulder.

Just waiting.

Every time another test came back negative, he would sigh in the car before turning the key.

He never yelled at first.

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